HUH?!
I just woke up after like.. 2 hours of sleep?! Why?
Its almost 5am. Mr Body Clock.. are you okay?
PS: Having a computer beside the bed is bad interior design. The first thing i do when i wake is go online. cb.
I have a stripper on my desktop. :)
Keeps me entertained thru those lonely cold nites.
Zilch to life.
The motherload of all my fears is here. And it came when I am not in the best of moods and time.
When I chose this path of music, I figured life would be as colourful as the flag I choose to carry and be proud of. But to my ultimate dismay, as I am nearing 27 years of my life in 3 days time.. it never was meant to be.
Is life really just about work work and work? Im almost 27, with almost zero social life because work takes up too much of my time. When i end work, shops are almost close. How the hell can I shop in 1 hour? Or watch the sunset at a beach at 10pm? My weekends, i end up sleeping an entire day to catch up on all the lack of sleep I have. Ugh.
And music life is zilch, due to everyone growing up, busy with work. Is it all about work? Just to have that moolahs in your pockets. Guess I have to grow up. You’re 27, Shah.
Ok, bye.
A new addition
My sisters giving birth today!! Say hello to Uncle Shah! Hehe
In bed, tossing and turning while writing on my iPod touch. Tomorrow is one long day, with much to do. Sleep la Shah!!
Not happy.
Its gonna be 2 hours before I go off for work. And it sucks that I can’t sleep and have not slept the entire night. The humid weather, the worries and the stress all contribute to my stupid insomnia that refuses to budge even an inch.
Screw this. Its payday tonight, and I am looking forward to a new something. I hope it all works out. Money seems to be everything nowadays. Fuck money! Or rather, fuck my life for not having enough money.
At least I have someone I can think about. I love you, L.
Ive been getting braver and braver to let go on stage and be heard, like the others. Hopefully, this goes the same way off the stage as well. I want to be heard.
